Im not sure if this is a problem or not. But lately things have been getting to me. I did think it was nerves about going to Uni. But lately I have been worried, troubled and upset for what appears to be no reason. I know I've always got something on my mind but the last few days I have felt worse.
It's been nagging for sometime. my friend Debs is like a little sister to me, She means a lot to me and I would do anything for her. I enjoy her company and I would be devastated if we stopped being friends. She managed to get a new job lately which really cheered her up as she had been getting some pressure to get one. But shes been really down because shes got loads of college coursework to do.She works until l 1pm 3 days a week and her boyfriend is apparently not helping her, not paying any attention and gives her more to do, which was sad as hes a very nice chap.
I can understand so much going on can tire you out and leave you really bothersome and really humorless. I tried consoling her but I don't feel I was able to help and lately conversation have not been as happy, funny or busy as they used to be
I hope I don;t come across as selfish, but shes said on many times im very much like a big brother to her, and that we are friends for life, so this is probably brotherly instinct kicking in. but im worried to death about her and i feel helpless to try and sort it out. I really want to try and help and cheer her up. I visited on Friday and Saturday and it meant a lot to see her, to see her smiling and laughing and joking. I did not want to leave. but now im back I just can't seem to calm myself down. I probably sound silly and overbearing. But i like to be a devoted friend and I love seeing her happy. I wish I knew what I could do or at least find someway to stop myself worrying and getting all paranoid.
So yes. I don't suppose anyone has any advice for this matter. I guess this is why I have acted a bit sarcastic in recent threads because I just wanted to drum it out and push it back. But i need to find a way to confront this and beat it into submission.
This place has always been somewhere I can express my feelings comfortably to trusted friends, it's always been a comfort to know this place existed, and people like Danny and Ross were around if i wanted to chat. So i feel glad to post it on here and get ti out my system. I just need some help on this matter to help me keep it into submission.