Well. I will say happily i took the advice and played on Rome: Total War most of the day and went down the pub with friends in the evening. Plus i also did a self FAQ on deviantart where i listened my problems and then answered them. That helped a lot. I feel much better.
Thank you all for the responses and the advice. It meant a lot to read your replies and I feel much better knowing there are people like you around, Kudos to all